Thursday, 29 August 2013

Dear Jane (1)

Hey Jane

So I've started up this blog thing again... I haven't seen you in well over a year and I don't even know how you're going so I have resolved to write to you here, as a sort of tribute to our past.
I think I'll post a couple times a week - on the bus to and from school or on weekends, maybe.
I think it's best not to push too much about problems unless you want to talk about them, and I guess that makes this format pretty good. I will write about my thoughts and what I want to tell you and, hopefully, you will read them one day. Perhaps I will slip a scrap of paper into your letterbox one day with this URL on it.
I hope you can understand me after reading these.
I have been thinking about doing this for a long time now... But I have been worrying about you for much longer.
I really would have started this project sooner, but I would hope you understand the year 12 thing. I'm not the best student this year! Putting things off, including important ones, all the time.
Remember my vivid dreams? I always remember my dreams.
I constantly dream about you and meeting up again.
It's usually the same thing - we meet in a random way, maybe with friends like Kalen and Diana, and there's an awkward "getting to know each other" period.
I ask you, "do you know who I am?", "do you recognize me?", "what's my name", and "where have you been?".
I guess it just translates to me wondering about you and whether you ever think about me...
Anyways, so I'll tell you a little bit about myself next time.
I was thinking of starting this as a kind of penpal thing - to start afresh. What do you think?
To make this post interesting, I added a picture of Ella.
She is 19 years old this year, and still going strong.
Also, I can't add YouTube videos by phone but I will add some music in the future. Okay!

Writing soon again,